Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick stabs, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense pain behind a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to plan life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.
But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a